5th day );

Slpt at 5am and woke up at 10am.
Went back to funeral place bud most things are gone.
Because today is considered the last day .
Yes, cremation.. );


Had some chantings from the monk and we accompanied our grandpa for the last hour.
It started pouring and rain grew in large amts..
I rmbered i used to shun his cigarette smoke,
Bud i gave him his last cigarette to smoke, how irony.
Had a small band dat played 'Tian Mi Mi' , dat made me cried bitterly.
Because it was my grandpa's ringtone, memories of him..
Felt super duper guilty because i hated him when i was young.
Bud i didnt have the chance to say dat i didnt reli hate him dat much );
Followed the coffin car back to home and drove to ang moh kio cremation place.
Slpt awhile on the bus soaking wet, due to the rain.
Thought i didnt have any tears left bud i was proven wrong.
The moment the coffin was pushed into the flame furnace, tears shot out of my eyes like darts.
I reli couldnt help bud cry, his presence could never be felt again );

Grandpa im so glad for all the memories i had wif u.
Grandpa i love y..ou.