My lost

Grandpa past away on monday around 4.42 am.
Rushed down to the hospital at 5am and found out dat he couldnt continue life.
Was really heartbroken to see him lying on his bed, motionless and lifeless );
Had to cancel work because i have to attend the wake for ard 7 days.
Have been folding ingots and burning paper notes for him.
Hope he could live happily in the other dimension? ;o


Touched his weak and cold fingers for the last time.
Wiped his mouth with tissue for the first time.
Saw him motionless for the last time.
Saw him gasping for air, frantically, for the first time.
Hated myself for not having a liking to him for the entire time
Guess onli the loss of someone important can make one realise his/her importance );


Sorry wont be bloggin for this week